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What I'm Looking For
Hi, I'm Widury and I am from Malaysia. I am a Malay Muslim woman married for 8 years to a lovely husband and have two beautiful children. Actually there's nothing wrong with my marriage life. My husband is a very good provider and I have no problem in coping with my everyday's life. But I've found a new love. Everything happened about four months ago. This guy (Chinese & Christian) is my colleague and we've known each other for three years. He has everything that a woman need. He is warm, charming, soft spoken, caring, loving, romantic and the list goes on. But the problem is, he's also married with a five year old boy. Both of us don't know exactly how, when, and why our love started. Out of sudden our relationship has turned into the most beautiful thing in our life and our feeling towards each other is very very strong. Later on we came to a conclusion that actually both of us has been missing something in our marriage life, which is love. Because intially I was looking for a man who can provide me with comfortable life and he was looking for a woman who can be a mother to his childen, not realizing that we have made a big mistake by putting love as a secondary thing in the marriage life. We love each other so much. Everything went so smoothly till one day he was promoted to a higher position which mean that he has to be transferred to some other place. Before he left, he voiced out his true feeling to me, saying that he's dying to be with me or to be exact is to take me as his wife. But he doesn't have the heart to hurt his wife who all this while has been a fillial wife to him and devoted all her life for the family even though his feeling towards her has already dead since the day he knew me. He said that he got no choice but to stay put with the wife for the sake of his child. He's away now but he still call and e-mail me everyday without fail. I'm having a very tough time now. I miss him so dearly and it gives a great impact to my life. I'm willing to give up my life for him and hoping than one day I'll be able to be his woman.