Im 38, redheaded, mother of 3. Who is adored by close friends and family, that describe me as being kind hearted, caring, and surprisingly positive and upbeat despite the hardships that life has thrown at me. I love to have a good time. Live, love & laugh. Some of my hobbies are scrapbooking, collecting cherry memorabilia, and photography. (I love taking pictures, especially of myself). I think of myself as a "good person", and Im starting to believe that there's not too many of us left out there. I've been married 2 times, and divorced almost as many.(just waiting for opportunity to finish the last one.) I have been blessed (or cursed, depending on how you look at it) for being able to adapt to any situation with considerable ease. For example, I can make anyplace a home, find the positive in most negative situations, basically I have a smile or grin and bear it type of attitude. I fit easily into any situation, from a formal dinner party to a backyard bar-b-que, from cutting loose on a night out at the clubs to snuggling up for a movie & popcorn at home. Im definetly a "girly gurl" who loves to indulge in my feminity. I try to pamper myself whenever possible, which helps me in staying positive and feel good about myself.
My kids are VERY important to me and must always come first. They are VERY good children, who have unfortunately had to suffer as a result of poor errors in judgement that i've made in my life. Unfortunatly, resulting in their accelerated mental awareness and somewhat premature social development. I've tried to instill in them the same values, morals and manners, I believe I somehow managed to have in life. And have succeeded I believe, for the most part. However, being at the level of poverty we are and living at that status quo combined with their very impressionable ages(14,13&7) has become a constant source of concern and also a constant reminder that it has been my inadequacies that this is a result of. They deserve so much more than they have ever been given the chance to consider. And for them I'd try to conquer the world.
What I'm Looking For
I'd always joked at marrying the 1st for love. The second for sex. So the only thing left would be for money, right? I'd say, i'd probrably never be able to do that, but u should never say never. But i've started thinking that a mutually agreeable arrangement with preferably an attractive,fun,understanding,caring,giving,doting benefactor might possibly be more in order, considering my present circumstances. I have unfortunatly seen many ugly things and probrably even more ugly people (inside & out) during my life, and have been shown that there's only a handful of people you can trust, if your lucky. And I've been somewhat lucky in that I have a few great friends that support and love me. I've recently within the last year or so started doubting my beliefs in trying to find the good in people, that everyone deserves a 2nd chance, that people learn from their mistakes, and that good things come to good people, or what comes around goes around. (good karma, bad karma)